EEEEEKKKKK, Have I fallen off the Wagon?

Well not really. Just a bit overwhelmed as I try to revamp my routines, and what not as I continue to heal from my surgery.

It has been 2 months now since I had my procedure, and I am still having issues. I can only go about 30 min, before I need a break. Not to bad for not having PT yet.

I have requested to be taken off the Narcotics, and I am coping with the Pain (there I said it, I am still having pain) with what has become my normal regamin. (boy did I spell that wrong.) Right now, if my Hubby took one dose of my meds, he would be out cold for probably 12 hours. And ya know what, sometimes I think he needs it. (No I haven't slipped my hubby a Micky, even though it has crossed my mind. )

I am still Not Smoking, and now I am cutting down on the Nicotine carterages (Nicotrol inhailer).

Some of my friends think that I am trying to do too much by the smoking cessation, and getting off the Narcotics. Sorry Folks, I couldn't stand myself on this stuff. I'll suffer with "discomfort" if it means that I have my brain. The Narcotics gave me a False sence of Security. I felt like I could do sooooo much, and then I crashed. Oh My Gorsh did I crash. I would continue to over do it. I was hurting myself by felling ok. I am still walking with my cane, so I figured if I am going to have to rely on it, I might as well make it pretty, so.... I accented it with stick on Austrailian Crystals. It's girly.

But the nice thing about having to take breaks? *G* I get to play with yarn.

Since I posted last, (Geesh I am so bad. )
I have made a hoodie type thing for a D8yrold girl in our life out of Jiffy, in Savanna a base white with lavander, pink and blue speckles, a lovely Mohair like yarn but it is acrylic so that it can be washed, so pretty, using my green KKI.
I tortured myself by working with Camo yarn again. I am a glutton for punishment. I made my Dad a Scarf for hunting on the green KKII, and I made him a reverseable hat with the yellow KKI in Camo and Blaze orange (Warning! Blaze orange yarn should only be used at night, durring the day, it can give you a headach, ask me how I know.) And I had it done in pleanty of time for his birthday. Yay Me.

Now I am continuing to torture myself by doing a scarf that is doublesided with the Camo yarn on one side, and blaze on the other using the Green KKII. It is alot of hard work, but hay, I am proving to my self that it can be done by me.
I have a hat started on the Red KKI using Jiffy, in Savanna, in the car for when I am waiting for my kidlets to get out of school.

I think I'll try to get my DH to take a pix of the two sided scarf.